hey there.

:)

i found this on tumblr.

i think it's trying to tell me something.

lol.

but i can't help it laaa.

;)

for the past few months,

at least once a day

i will look at the clock

and all the numbers are the same.

i've seen

1.11

2.22

3.33

4.44

5.55

10.10

11.11

12.12

13.13

14.14

15.15

16.16

17.17

18.18

19.19

20.20

which is pretty much almost all the possible combos.

lol.

i think my brain becomes a slushee everytime he's around.

seriously.

it's like my mind decided

"hey, a distraction! let's take five and let her be a fumbling idiot for a bit"

and then it proceeds to flip a switch

that focuses on that one thing and makes everything else surrounding it blurr

then go on a break so i can't think.

it's probably the one time my mind is silent.

i bet if you were in there

you could hear crickets chirpping

or whatever it is that they do.

that is probably the first time i have ever showed people how pathetic i am.

i mean i say it once in awhile

but i've never shown any proof.

well that is gonna be the first and last time folks.

fine i admit i want a valentine's for v-day.

but don't you?

i don't want just any valentine though.

i want him.

*starts dreaming*

the weather is getting crazy hot.

it's times like these that i wished it snowed here.

it bothers me that there is another girl in school with the same name as me.

i mean

your name in a way

is one of the things that makes you the person you are.

if you look up the meaning you find that it sorta sounds like you

but at the same times it doesn't.

i guess your second, third or however many names you have

changes that.

back to what i was saying.

i don't know why.

it just bothers me.

my brother can be such a douche.

-_-

i am supposed to be doing my english homework.

but i am so in the blogging mood right now.

the new power rangers' are so annoying.

they are so plastic.

i think the power rangers' started to suck from ninja storm onwards.

lol.

bet you didn't know i know power rangers.

xD

i mish yashmin raihan.

:(

i have quite a bit to tell ya person!

have you ever

looked at a friend

and realise

that you don't really know them anymore?

i have people from aussie, us and russia reading my blog.

so cool!

thanks people.

:)

saya mau pergi youth exchange.

my mom was so excited when i told her.

my dad went

"where do you wanna go"

i said i don't know yet

then he said

"well you're not going"

my mom and i were like

WHYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?

and he said

"because i say so. no"

-_-

maybe he's afraid of losing his first kid.

his only daughter.

daddy's lil girl.

lol.

but i'm sure he'll cave in eventually.

heehee.

do you know that my parents use to stay up all night

just so i could sleep.

apparently they would walk around the house rocking me.

and when they put me down i would wake up.

so every night they did that.

so awesome right?

i've been online for almost 3 hours.

that is very bad.

i told myself i was gonna stop at 5.

FAILED.

x)

i guess i should get going.

bye.

:)

hey there.
blogger is being such a bitch right now.
so i can't upload a pic.
grrrr.

so i haven't blogged since thursday.
which is a pretty long while.
sorryyyy.

so life for me lately has been okay la.
nothing much has changed since thursday.
i don't know if that is a good thing or not.

so valentine's day is coming.
and all the valentine talk is starting to irk me.
single people like myself
who happen to like a certain someone
are extrememly sensitive around valentine's day.
x)

the other day
my malay mom reminded my chinese dad that cny is this week and not next.
lolololololol.
my mom and maid were doing the stuff for 'pai lin'
and my dad was like
"why are you doing it so early? we still have 2 weeks left"
my mom and maid just stared at him
while i who was only half listening burst out laughing.
and my dad had this 'there's something wrong with my kid look' on his face.
it was seriously funny.
one of those
you have to be there to really understand why it was so funny moments.

almost one year ago was when it all began.
:)

yasmin raihan can you please please please get well soon?
for me?
:D

jivi said the awesomest thing to me yesterday.
i love you so much la darshini.
x)

add maths test was shit lah.
jo yee you were right.

okay i'm done for today.
i know it's not much but
i can't really remember what i did on sunday.
hehe.
OH WAIT.
i went to watch (the?) tooth fairy.
it was funny.
go watch it if you are in a
screw everyone life sucks kinda mood.
oh and also if you are the kind of person who looks at glasses half empty.
there is a word for people like that but i can't recall it right now.

i am currently not liking my cousin.
-_-

okay now i really have to go.
ugh chem tuition later.
why oh why did we have to change blocks?
*sobs*

okay i now really truly have to go.
bye peeps.
:)

hey there.

:)

so today's classes weren't so bad.

thursday's are usually pretty okay.

after school went for

the much craved for rojak

opposite the taman bahagia lrt station.

:D

waved at someone i thought i knew

when later yasmin realised that it was not who i thought it was.

ironically,

she was the one who pointed them out.

or maybe they were?

we're still not sure.

lol.

maybe i should start wearing my glasses everywhere.

x)

tumblr is so cool.

it's like

NOBODY knows who you are

or gives a damn

but somehow by reblogging and liking you sorta

connect with them on a

"HOMG I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!!!"

kinda way.

:)

posh spice seems like such a sweetheart.

that kinda shocks me somehow.

lol.

today i heard someone

(who screams at a really high pitch)

speak softly

it gave me goosebumps.

and it kinda amuses me at the same time.

i don't know why.

i guess i'm weird like that.

;D

both my parents got iphones for fun.

-_-

so much money to waste.

spend it on me lah!

xD

laughed a lot today.

the most i have laughed all year.

i swear if aiman and arshad ever decide to create a show

i'd invest in it.

:)

eagle eye in hd.

are you watching?

go shia!

you gotta admit,

the dude is good.

my mom has a huge thing against bikes and motorbikes.

i have no idea why.

do not watch romantic comedies if you're having a bad day.

it just pisses you off.

comedies yes.

go ahead.

but not romantic comedies.

it makes you want to throw the remote at the tv

and shout

"NO THAT NEVER HAPPENS!!!!"

i'm telling you guys this based on experience.

so trust me on this.

;)

okay i'm gonna go hit the bed now.

damn tired after today.

nite.

:)

lol.

did you lol?

so nothing much has happened in the past couple of days.

:/

my momma and i went to mid valley/gardens yesterday.

we saw a long line at baskin robbins

and we thought all those people were nuts.

i mean

who eats ice cream at 11 in the morning?

then in the middle of lunch,

it all clicked.

it was the 31st yesterday.

lol.

colbie caillat songs are fun.

they're the cheery-ish kind.

phineas and ferb is a fun show.

yes i'm one of those people who still watch cartoons.

phineas and ferb

codename: kids next door

ben 10

and

sometimes naruto.

:D

i heard jan yi singing (what i think was) the bananas in pajamas theme song

during the meeting.

now it's stuck in my head.

lolololol.

i,

iman hanani wong hui man bt fariz wong

(chee chyuan did you catch my chinese name? xP)

am gonna be single on valentine's day.

i am so having mix feelings about this.

okay people.

i gtg get ready for tuition and stuff.

see ya in a bit.

:)

cos no matter what i do, my heart is filled with you.

hey there.

:)

so my day started out okay.

then about an hour and a half ago

my mood changed

and basically now everything seems fucked up.

i don't remember the last time i didn't censor a curse.

but today

right now

at this moment

i don't give a shit.

today i saw this seriouslyyyyyy gorgeous guy.

like cute and hawt at the same time

:D

but i am loyal to a guy who (i think) doesn't even know i like him

and i don't think he cares?

lol i know it's random.

i was thinking just now right

that i have liked

a chinese

a malay

an indian

a bumiputera

and

dude(s) who are half-half.

so awesome.

psssssssttttt

can you tell i'm not racist?

;)

but i realise that most guys i fall for are chinese.

like the one i like now

and the one before that.

:X

lol.

why am i putting this on my blog?

i have absolutely no idea.

x)

so

i am not in a screw the whole world mood anymore.

:)

major mood swinging business going on.

my parents

(who i have been torturing by playing BLG and talking about it non-stop today)

are bugging me to get off.

eesh.

i hope one day they read this post and realise how pissed i am at them right now.

-_-

okay then.

that's about it.

byeeee and g'nite.

:)

i.am.damn.pissed.

>:(

hey there.

so school's been aight.

stayed (and staying) back everyday this week except monday.

comittee meeting on tuesday.

volley on wednesday

which was humiliating.

my volleyball playing is rusty.

:(

leo on thursday

and ed board on friday.

tired la.

so today's leo meeting was jam packed.

seriously.

but i guess it's normal?

the first meeting is always like that.

after that not so anymore.

x)

i wanna go for the youth exchange program.

but i'll miss xmas.

:O

DILEMMA.

it's okay.

i still have time.

:)

call your name is so awesome.

daughtry is so awesome.

i gtg now.

byeee.

:)

i thought that after some time it'll all fade away just like the rest.

but you made a permanent fool out of me

hellooooo there.

so on saturday we had school.

yeaaaaa.

that's about it.

sunday was hectic.

i was so suhleepy at 6 ish.

that's how hectic it was.

i love love love love pavillion.

what's not to love about it?
;D

i'm watching

the wedding: keeping up with the kardashians

right now.

i like khloe's wedding dress.

:)

her mom is at her bachelorette party.

eeeew.

there are strippers.

moms and strippers don't click.

bruce's speech is making me cry.

:(

eli i want my shiny thing.

i want it

NOW!

(oooh i sound like such a brat)

but i do really really want it.

i'm getting crazy impatient.

it's been damn long.

gaaaaah.

*inhales*

okay i think i'm more me again.

:)

homahgawd yasmiiiiiiiiiiin.

i don't have to say anymore kan?

i'm out.

byee.

:)